About Me

Living life one dream at a time.

Words of the Wise

"What after all is a halo? It's only one more thing to keep clean."
-Christopher Fry, The Lady's not for Burning

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
-Mary Anne Radmacher

"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more."

-Erica Jong

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our Light, not our Darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you NOT to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the World. There is nothing enlightening about shrinking so that other people won’t feel unsure around you...We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us; It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. As we let our own Light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
-Nelson Mandella, 1994 Inaugural Speech

"Until this moment I had believed forgiveness to be a special virtue, a beneficence God expected of good people. But it wasn't that at all. Forgiveness was an instinct, a desperate impulse to stay connected to the people you needed, no matter what their betrayals."
-Monica Wood, My Only Story

"If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days."
-Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

"The most important things are the hardest to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them—words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they're brought out. But it's more than that, isn't it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you've said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried when you were saying it. That's the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for the want of a teller but for the want of an understanding ear."
-Stephen King

"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
-Neil Gaiman, Sandman: The Kindly Ones

"Being always overavid, I demand from those I love a love equal to mine which, being balanced people, they cannot supply."
-Sylvia Ashton-Warner

"What I need is someone who will make me do what I can."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson


"You know, when you crawl that far down into the abyss, you really shouldn't bring stuff back up with you. Some things are meant to live in the dark. Your blog is like one of those fish with no eyes. Only slightly more disturbing."
Friday, January 18, 2008

A new adventure...

About ten years ago, I remember finding a book on the coffee table called, "Do What You Love, the Money Will Follow". My husband had picked it up, and it looked an interesting philosophy.

I, of course, never read it.

The concept, however, did stick in the back of my head, and now I sort of wish I'd read a bit more of it.

As time has gone by, I've spent more of my energy doing what I love, and the things in which I excel. I'm a problem-solver and a challenge-seeker. I'm an artist and a charmer. I am passionate and relationship-oriented. I am a schmooze, in the best possible way.

Having recently stumbled back in the direction of the arts, I find myself with a career goal for the first time in a very log time. I am planning, I am formulating. I am laying the foundation to return full-time to the creative world. I have finally come to realize that I can bring the structure of the left-brain world into a right-brain environment, and find a place where both sides converge into a comfort-zone. If I play my cards right, I will find myself in my own sweet spot.

Over the last few months, an intriguing opportunity has come about. An artist friend of mine is in the early stages of making an independent film. He is intelligent, driven, talented, and savvy. (This is the place where he would say, "Don't forget good-looking! I'm totally hot.") He is putting all of the pieces together in an organized, methodical way, and I am sure the venture will be successful.

The entire creative team for the movie is in place. From casting agents and acting talent to camera-men and colorists, he has his people lined up to do some amazing, innovative things. He is, however, missing one vital piece in his puzzle.

He's not as financially adept as he would like to be.

Bankers, attorneys, accountants, insurance agents...they speak a language that is completely different from that spoken in the arts. They are all about money, and how to make as much of it as possible. As much as I like most of my counterparts in the financial world, I must admit that greed is one of their primary motivations.

My friend needs someone who understands how to work with the finance people. He needs a team-member with whom he can consult, to manage the relationships between the left-brain people and the right-brain people. He needs someone who can go back and forth between the artistic needs and the financial requirements, and keep a balance between them.

He needs me.

So I have agreed to join the team as his consultant, and work with his group to enable the artists to continue doing what they do best - making art. I will keep the money-people in line, and play the translator as needed. I'll make great connections, learn some really cool stuff, and (if the movie makes money, which I have a feeling it will) receive a percentage of the profits when all is said and done.

I'm going to be doing what I love.

And you know what? It doesn't really matter if the money follows or not.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

FYI....right brain and left brain is a myth. Though everything else you said is very cool!

Anonymous said...

*yay* I'm glad you said yes.